emshab mikhaaham ke be hich chiz fekr konam . be in ke hich chizi doro baram nabashad. be inke kasi nist. mikham khodam ro dar yek barzakh gharaar bedam. mikhaam too in barzakh khodam ro bishtar beshnaasam. mikhaam bebinam mahyar, mahyar_shaer va mahyar_(hezaaar sefate digari ke be khod nesbat daadeam)ayaa in mahyaar dar barzakh oonja ke hich kasi nist oonja ke hich gooshi nist ke sedaaye nalehaye mezraabo angoshtaanam ra beshnavad ya chashmi nist ke weblogam ra bekhaanad ya omidi ke roozi kasi pas az margam ejaazeye khaandane daftare khaateraatam ra peydaa konad...kheili doost daram bedoonam ke ayaa mahyar oonja dar oje bi kasi ham saaz mizanad, sher migooyad. migeryad. ya divaaneh mishavad. ya mitarsad..ya...? man khodam ro peyda nakardeam. har chand digar mesle 5 saale pish be fekre dar aamadane risho sebilhaaya nistam. har chand digar khodnamaayi dar miaane jam mara raazi nemikonad. amma engaar hamishe daroonam niaazist baraaye dide shodan kheili bishtar az niaaze chashm dashtan va didan. engaar hamishe mikhaaham shenide shavam bishtar az aanke goosh daashteh baasham va beshnavaam. va emrooz ..........! aare bayad biaam daad bezanam. baayad biaam valo kasi nakhaanad. baayd biaayam va benevisam az in chizi ke na boghz ast o na ezteraab az in tarse mobham az chizi ke nemishavad az aan faraar kard. man hanooz aanghadrha ham bozorg nistam midani mahyar? mifahmi mahyar? mahyar delam baraayat misoozad . daad bezan mahyar daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad!
mahyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar...............................................
aan roozi ke dar entezaar e yek labkhand misookhtam ra che goone dar kenaare roozi bogzaaram ke man por az sookoot o saazegaaramo bi cheshmdaasht be ehsghe to va to chonin kharaabam mikoni ke har che zoor mizanam negaahat nakonam nemishavad.... miforooshi...mikharam. saram ajib dard mikonad, engaar tahammolash raa nadaaram. mibini be hamin zoodi hich etefaghi naoftaade man mibaazam man misoozam goftam ke hanooz kheili maande ta gonde besham. na! gonde tar besham!
dastaanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam khaaalist va por vasvase va haris va tama'kaar va agar har kasi , che resad be to dasti bogzaari man viraane mishavam. man mikhaaham tanhaa baasham. man mikhaaham ba to basham. tanha ya ba to? tanha ya ba to?.... man paak ghaati mikonam va poshte aan chehreye hamishe khoonsardam bad joori ghaayem mishavam ke hatta to ke khoob midaani ham baarha goolam ra khordei. man azaab mikesham. kheiliii ziaaaad midaani?! man bi tavaghoam. por tavaghoam nakon..... . chi benevisam nemidaanam. az neveshtan va khandanhaayat miharaasam heh in ende eteraaf ast mibini. baraaye to. injaaaaaaaa ro dobaare siaah nakon.

tanhaa-tarin shaaer :

yaad baad aan lahzehaayi raa ke khosh mi-saakhtim
baa che shoori maa hezaaraan molke del mi-baakhtim
gar hojoome baado toofaan bood maa bar asbe mehr
baa deli por eshgh dar sahraaye gham mi-taakhtim
shaaeraan raa maa mesaali boodeim az aasheghi
sad cho koohe bisotoon raa maa tabar mi-aakhtim
goft ey mah pas che shod aan shoore eshghat vaay eshgh,
goft maa raa ham rahaa kon maa separ andaakhtim
bord az yaadam vali afsoos az yaadam naraft
hargezam aan lahzehaayi ra ke khosh misaakhtim